ChristiansChokehold

So, I apologize to the following people for the lack of texting, as my cell phone was stolen. XxRunaway-ScarsxX (https://www.deviantart.com/xxrunaway-scarsxx), VengeanceInShadows (https://www.deviantart.com/vengeanceinshadows), PandaProjectile (https://www.deviantart.com/pandaprojectile).  When I get a new phone I will ask the three of you for your numbers again. In other news, I spent not last night but the night before in a crisis clinic, which in turn put me on some medication to keep my self in check a little until this gets easier to handle. But that's why I wasn't online for 2 days. And for the lack of updates today. But I'm doing alright. Feeling a little happier even through the situation I find myself in. Other thank yous for being in my thoughts while I was stuck

GERARD: ( ) You're born in April (x) You've been addicted to alcohol and/or drugs ( ) You're a born leader (x) You love drawing (x) You love singing (x) You don't take sh** from anyone (/) You're afraid of needles (not tattoo needles for some reason- all others though) (/) You call your friends with their last names instead of their names (used to all the time) (x) You've got siblings and you love them (x) You're the oldest child Total: 7 RAY: ( ) You're born in July (x) You play the guitar (/) You've got a scar on your head (have a tiny one still) ( ) You can't swim ( ) You've got a FRO!!! ( ) You're 6'1" (x) You're shy

Songs that make me cry...there are a few of them. 1. Dear God (A7X)- Happyish tears, but I usually listen to this when I'm already crying. 2. Ronan (Taylor Swift)- Makes me think of Bug. 3. Why (Rascal Flatts)- Makes me think of my mom. 4. So Far Away (A7X)- Just cause its sad and cause it was written for Jimmy. 5. I Will Love You (Fisher)- My own fault, using it as a song in my Bug's videos. 6. 21 Guns [Broadway] (Green Day)- Same as above There are more, but I don't want to list them all. >.< I already seem super depressed all the time.

I just realized what tomorrow is....... It's not going to be good at all. :[ Long, long day. Glad I'm where I am, otherwise there would probably be LOTS of stupid things happening.....

"Cause I'm falling, girl I'm falling for you. And I pray your falling too. I've been falling, falling; ever since the moment I laid eyes on you. I lose my step, I lose my ground. I lose my self, when you're around. I'm holding on for my life, to keep from drowning in your eyes. Girl what have you done to me, to make me fall so desperately. To think that I don't even know your name. No, no; how am I supposed to live? If I can't get over this. You decide you don't feel the same." So.... Today is going to be a rather slow day. My whole night tremor shit is hitting again. I really do need to see a counselor. I'm literally driving myself a li